How long will I live? Sunday, September 26, 2010 / 12:27 AM
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When i was younger, death was a scary thing to me, well it still is but now it's rather because of my curiosity of the future instead of just the thought on dying... I used to think of death as the end, reincarnation, heaven, hell, 72 virgins, etc. was already bullshit to me, so I was scared of not being able to move, my thoughts would be blank and my existance would just be gone. But now that I think about it, I was worrying and being scared of nothing. Who should care about what happens after death? To me, the sole purpose of living, our existance, and why we're here is to live. But not just to live, live it to the fullest with as little regret and sorrow as possible. With that, death is just the end of a story, but the reader would have enjoyed the story so much that it outshines the end, who cares if the end of Harry Potter also ment the end of a childhood hobby and who cares whether Leonardo de Capro was still stuck in a dream or not, you enjoyed all 7 books and you enjoyed the movie, to me that's really all that matters. Besides, after the end of the story, it will still be remembered by others and shall forever exist. Now, as I'm blogging about this, I'm archiving a part in time of my life and who ever who reads this will know my existance and my thoughts even if I died. How long will I live? hmm... frankly, I don't give a shit